My Own Not-So-Special Way

Like a night for a sunrise

Or a daytime for nightfall

My nights as a young girl,

Were bigger than me.

There were lights and cars and no one

Noticing, the horrors in my room.

But I grew up, and then nights

Became areas capturing

My put together magic-show.

The glimpses of the future me,

Winding my way through the cross

Navigating the Black Sheep Sea

Laying on my bed, deep in trouble

Knowing inside, thinking

Ill never be normal.

But things grew together

Sewn by time and the family weather

And the magic grew from another’s stare

Watching myself, sitting there.

Being watched, and now I can bend any nightime

To my will.

1.9.23 Thedora Poleimis

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